33 Recent Deviations
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A Beautiful Lie: The BeginningA Beautiful Lie: The Beginning.A Beautiful Lie: The Beginning by BelieveN0thingis0ver
Jared fell against the tour bus wall. Everything was spinning as he felt his knees tremble and weaken. As he collapsed to the floor of the bus he wiped the blood away from around his mouth. Jared had never got this bad before. He had been through a lot but never something like this. Jared clutched his stomach as he curled up into a ball on the floor. “Shannon..” He wept, but Shannon wasn’t there. “Shannon.. Please..” He wept once more, but Shannon did not come. “Sha..” Jared attempted to call out once more, but the darkness overcame him as the pain took over.
The tour bus door opened. On the floor Jared’s silhouette could be seen. “JARED!” The figure cried as they hustled through the hall of the bus. Shannon cradled his frail brother in his arms. “Come on, Jay, don’t do this to me! You promised you would get better.. For me.. For mom.. For Tomo.. You fucking promised!” Shannon
America's Suitehearts .:Chapter One:.Every morning, he would wake up to the sound of three things:America's Suitehearts .:Chapter One:. by spencerbeavcoon
Rain pattering softly on the roof, the ticking of the clocks scattered throughout his small cabin, and a rap on the door, followed by a rude ‘Sandman! Time to pay up!’. The moment he heard those voices, his eyes would snap open, and he would force himself out of bed to prepare for the painful experience to come once ‘they’ entered his living quarters.
He quickly set out towards the door, not bothering with finding a shirt, as he would be forced out of it momentarily. Standing in the now-open frame, dressed in neatly pressed suits that were spattered with drizzles of rain drops, were four rather menacing looking figures.
“Hello, Sandman. Pleasure to see you today.” The man said with a devilish look in his eyes.
Although Sandman did not know all of their real names, or what they were, he did know that they fed on the dark energy of ‘Normal Land’ nightma
Disentigrated"When I saw her, I thought that I'd never talk to her, be friends with her, love her to death. But, as usual, I did. She was an Echelon girl. She was a Green Day and My Chem fan. She was an Offspring fan. I never knew I'd be in love with a fifteen year old until yesterday. But yesterday, I knew that she would never see me again. Even though, the incident happened two years ago, the day before she would turn fifteen, she would walk up to me with those beautiful, green eyes, and say, 'Jared, I'm dying.' over and over and over again. I miss her so much. I never thought that Julie and Jamie was there to help me out. I never knew that Gerard was there for me. I never knew that Billie and Dexter knew what was going on. I miss her so much, it hurts."Disentigrated by jessicahowelly
"What happened two years ago?"
"Well, do you really wanna know?"
"Well, I was walking down the street, after I went to Tomo's to grab a birthday present for the girl. After I feel three taps on my shoulder. I turn around and I see
Never Forget, Never Regret, Live LifeNever Forget, Never Regret, Live Life by ThisishowIsee-things
Never shall I forget that night, my first MARS concert, that changed me into one of the Echelon.
Never shall I forget that heart-beat.
Never shall I forget that pulse that pounded through me and the Echelons pressed up against me, thousands of us, moving as one.
Never shall I forget that Apollo voice that spoke directly to my heart in the midst of a love-struck people.
Never shall I forget that sense of angelic levitation while feeling the hum of family beneath me.
Never shall I forget the joy from the confetti brushing against our heads, like a million swirling white butterflies giving us loving good-bye kisses.
Never shall I forget or regret that night I truly lived life.
Closer To The UndergroundIt is a man standing on a crowd,Closer To The Underground by AnonymousSong
Singing to the beat of the stage,
Heart so immersed in the soul
He may drown.
It is that feeling that you can jump;
Right off a cliff, off a bridge, off the world
And know that the music
Will not let you fall.
It is believing that in that moment
You are being called to war,
And only your pounding cries
Can keep you on the ground.
It is knowing that the thump of the sound
Swirling through your brothers and sisters around you
Is the only thing keeping
Your heart from slowing down.
It is the bass, the drums, the strings,
The words, the tremble in his voice
As the longing for more winds down
And the song closes on the ends of your lips.
Then, long after the lights have died,
And the souls have all fled,
My chest still vibrates
From the underground echoes.
Those hurricanes of heartbeats,
As I turn up the volume of my breath
And let loose a scream,
Trying to free the notes that have seeped through my skin.
So tell me if you'll risk it.
This journey that I am
1. The Fantasy1. The Fantasy by AutumnForAlways
I dreamed of it again last night.
Do you know how it feels to breathe? To live? To feel?
It seems I knew once, but I've forgotten with time....
A Brand New NameI wanted to start all over again,A Brand New Name by M-i-n-c-a
I wanted to be another man.
I wanted to change my ways,
I wanted to break my days.
I had to find another me,
I just had to see it clearly.
I tried to see it very hard,
and then I found what was in my heart.
I found the real person inside,
the person who had almost died.
I've always played a silent game,
Now I only need a brand new name.
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